The
Mississippi River was calling me and this is the place. This is a
little backwater and the thin strip you see beyond is the main channel.
I applied a temporary tattoo to get ready for the ritual. "Head up, wings out."
The river called to
me to do my claiming sacred creativity and committing to her/me. I found a place that was dappled in sunlight
yet under some trees on the back waters of the Mississippi River on May 6,
2021. It called to me: this is your
place.
I took out of my pack
a dress to do ritual and a butterfly cape to wear. When I looked down beside me, there was a
skull—a deer had been here a long time ago and only her skull was partly
showing out of the leaves. The skull
looked peaceful and like a good sign that I was in the right place.
I laid out a colorful
cloth that I’d made many moons ago that said, “Art is the Way.” On the cloth I
put a candle, a taro deck a small journal to write or draw or paint. Some paints.
I called in my guides
and ancestors: my mother, grandmother and all who loved me to be with me and
guide this sacred time. Then I called in
the power of the four directions. I
wrote my intention for the ritual and then let it go with burning—laying aside
the leaves to make a small fire—not too big because it had been quite dry and
I wanted to honor the space and not harm it with an out of control fire.
I breathed in the beauty of the place. Several fish jumped to let me know they were
present. I painted a scene about the
trees that were being witness.
I pulled
the card the “Three of Pipes.”
“It is time to await
opportunity expectantly or wander seeking pieces of the dream.
“You may have periods
of melancholy due to the intense uncertainty in your life right now. Flow with them. Watch them pass.
We (Spirit and you)
will reach fulfillment on the path Creator has laid before you. Trust enough to take the first step Let
yourself be guided by dreams and visions.
Look for signs.
Trust you Inner
Response
Follow that wish
calls you to the deepest level; respond to that which creates all-engrossing
enthusiasm.
Let the Universe
lead.”
I left an offering of a rock with a heart I painted on it.
I danced and sang by
the river.
And as I closed and
thanked the directions I gathered my things.
My first step out of the ritual was with Intention. That step felt as
light as a bird taking flight. I was on
my way.